Mike Gorrie

Chronically-online story enthusiast (films & TV, games, literature), livestreamer, filmmaker, musician and writer. I talk a lot about media and AuDHD.

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Terry Pratchett


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    Finished reading: Sourcery by Terry Pratchett 📚. Not strictly spoiler-free, if that concerns you.

    I’ve been reading the Discworld books very out-of-order, in terms of the wider chronology, except never to skip a book within a subseries. This has meant getting lost a few times, in terms of some of the secondary characters and where their arc is at, at any given time.

    So far, the first two books (The Colour of Magic and The Light Fantastic) were my least-favourite. Sir Terry was still finding his voice in terms of the macro stuff (storytelling structure, themes and where the secondary characters fit the themes, pacing). Characters who are much better-developed in later books have entirely different personalities in the first few (Death in particular). The reason this is relevant to Sourcery is that Sourcery comes many books later, but is the next in the Unseen University series.

    Sourcery finally starts giving Rincewind and his strange, unique position in the Discworld a sense of depth and complexity, tacitly asking the questions “why does Rincewind want to be a wizard” and “what the heck does that even mean” over and over. (His previous entries didn’t have that opportunity for plot and worldbuilding reasons.) The antagonist and problem of the story are the perfect mirrors for that question — set up in the prologue, someone who is so thoroughly born to their talents and so intrinsically forced into their role that the question isn’t merely not asked, but impossible. The result is a bookful of fun, on-theme character work, on a level that (so far) is only bested by the Night’s Watch series.

    The secondary characters let Sourcery down. I feel bad saying that, because the words “excuse me” had me laughing out loud for several minutes; some of the funniest moments I’ve ever read in a book come from the secondary characters in this book, and the way they hold up a mirror to Rincewind’s journey is inextricable from the journey itself. But story-wise, the secondary characters quietly get dropped and neglected as of partway through the main plot, which feels deflating after all the time spent building up their involvement and importance. I’d have liked to see them get to complete their own little story arcs.

    On to the next book!

    Life

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    Spent an entire day just going around trying to get professional advice on a hearing issue I’m having, only to be told at the end of it all, a full day and $130 down, “wait two weeks and see if it goes away!”

    On the plus side, I have a local GP now. If you were there for last year when I couldn’t get one, you’d know how big a deal that is.

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    🎮 When you’ve been having ‘(a) guest(s)’ around and you finally talk to the neighbours from the floor below:

    #PokémonFRLG

    Pokemon FRLG screenshot. Inside Team Rocket base, the player (Red) encounters a Team Rocket Grunt. Text: We got word from upstairs that you were coming!
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    When you agree with OP, but the comments don’t pass the vibe check:

    #PokemonFRLG

    A screenshot of Pokemon FRLG. The player character (Red) speaks to a member of Team Rocket standing in front of a promotional flyer. Text (Team Rocket Grunt): I'm guarding this poster!
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    Guy who understands modern politics but not consequences: Finally, a solution to global warming! This “nuclear winter” sounds fire

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    Hyrule Warriors has got me back in my “sad fight music” era.

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    My therapist: Can Opener Beer isn’t real, it can’t hurt you. Can Opener Beer:

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    Some things are manipulative in the same way that deodorant is manipulative. Some things are performative in the same way that dressing for a party is performative. The mechanical definition of the word might be accurate, but that doesn’t make it appropriate to apply the moral connotations.

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    Thursday has become Coverage Day in the routine. I don’t hate this.

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    My PC upgrade goal for this year is/was(?) to approximately double my processing power and RAM, in the hopes of

    1. Adding a third monitor,
    2. Multistreaming to a couple of different platforms (Twitch, TikTok, possibly Streamplace) with horizontal and vertical outputs simultaneously,
    3. Running high-end (ish) games and streaming simultaneously, even if I have to do it on low graphics settings,
    4. Handling Twitch’s co-streaming video overlay. Like, at all.

    I’d try to fundraise a couple of grand for it, but right now I don’t see a way to provide the type of value that an online audience (any online audience) would be both able and willing to pay for.

    If you’ve ever seen me do things and been like “actually, I would pledge money to see you do something similar on a regular basis”, I’d love to know that! It may or may not be sustainable for me to do it, but all such notes are potentially useful data.

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    Sesame Street if it were slightly more English:

    Muppet: Where’s my tea? Where did I put my tea? Passerby: Probably right between S and U. Muppet, seeing where there’s a letter S, and then looking slightly closer: oh, there it is

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    Good news: Skylight Social now works on my phone. I’m not sure what changed!

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    It’s been a big week! Lots of reading, writing, talking about reading and writing, and learning music for a choir I’ve just joined which has turned out to be a lot more intense than I expected (a good thing, but tiring). Happy Friday; now what?

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    Something about my most recent post broke my Posts page. So that’s fun?

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    Creative Slate

    2026: February

    Intro

    F1R57 P0ST!!1 / hello world

    What’s happened? What’s happening?

    • December-January is not exactly a write-off, but we allow for its irregularities
    • I started using a personal site and newsletter to centralise my online presence and portfolio, via micro.blog
    • I’ve defined a 6-project ‘creative slate’ for my writing, music, and other creative endeavours
    • Completed a spec script and moved it off the slate, making room for another project

    Why this?

    I dunno, man; why anything?

    I think modern social media might have conspired to hijack our precious time and attention. We have to get to the bottom of this!

    A man squinting at his phone as he scrolls downward.

    [laugh_track.wav]

    While I was looking into alternative social media models like the Fediverse (Mastodon, Pixelfed, etc.), I encountered it in one word: POSSE. Post on your Own Site, Syndicate Elsewhere.

    Despite attempting to ‘bring everyone together’, social media actually 1. silos and compartmentalises us as a fact of their design (ie. you don’t communicate with someone on Substack by posting on Instagram), and 2. forces us to post in particular ways to be seen.

    I’m not a selfie guy. I’m not even a “use my camera in public” guy; I always feel like I’m intruding on the moment. (It’s fine if you do, though! I’m just hyperaware that some people don’t like being on camera, and might feel particularly standoffish about men with cameras; I actually love being in front of a camera as long as it’s not mine.) All this to say: I prefer to write than photograph or video, and that doesn’t really vibe with, uh, modern social media’s whole thing. (I’m looking into Substack and Letterboxd, don’t worry, but I can’t see myself consolidating my stuff there).

    So, micro.blog stood out to me as a great choice to start implementing POSSE. It’s a personal site host first, and fully customisable using subpages, HTML and CSS. What that means is I can put up permanent and semipermanent portfolio pieces, “about this particular part of me” pages, and entire separate catalogues of content as I choose, keeping it all permanently connected to one place. As a microblogging platform, it automatically sends everything to Bluesky and Threads and a bunch of other services I haven’t connected yet. It also goes the other way, receiving stuff from external RSS feeds if I tell it to, as long as I can actually get the RSS version of something (not an easy task for, say, Instagram or my Steam reviews). On top of all that, the Categories system makes it easy to view all same-subject posts together. None of these features are anything especially new or impressive individually, but the way they work together here makes them greater than the sum of their parts, and exactly what I didn’t know I’d been looking for. I wish POSSE had been in my life in 2007.

    Or, now that I think about who I was in 2007, maybe I’m glad it wasn’t.

    Both?

    GOALS

    Because this is the first newsletter, I didn’t have formally stated goals to begin with. What will go here in future is a little report on the prior month’s SMART(ish) goals, established at the end of the last month(ish)’s newsletter.

    The Forgotten Weeks, and housesitting

    At the end of last year I completed an Advanced Diploma of Screenwriting, which took two years. The course was a chance to take the time I’d need to recover from burnout and make it gently productive; in-built structure and community, just enough stakes to get me rolling again, just enough resistance to rebuild some cognitive muscle. It was never about the paper; it was always about the experience.

    The couple of weeks after handing in final assignments was a moment to rest, recuperate, and (most importantly) celebrate. Then, Christmas and New Year’s are always a messy, *non-*time. I further complicated it by agreeing to housesit for a few weeks (over Christmas, NYE, and the first couple of weeks of Jan). There were cats involved; I have no regrets.

    Two young cats, a grey and an orange, cuddling atop a cat tree in front of a garden window.

    The cats in question



    I’d intended to use the time in Melbourne to do a whole lot of socialising, but not a lot of it happened and I may have accidentally ghosted some people. I’ve gotten a little too used to a secluded regional life, I suppose; the idea of wresting an entire social calendar out of the aether has started to feel scary and alien. I don’t like that\! I want my inner community-gatherer back\! I want to let out my inner goofball and be cringe on main\!

    Toward the end of my housesit, there were some serious bushfires, one of which took out over 40 buildings; houses, sheds, and a few significant commercial buildings all just a five-minute drive up the road from home. I hadn’t been swimming or really exercising for the whole three weeks, either, so the stress got stored in my body for a few days.

    It’s been two weeks since I got home. That time’s been dedicated to rebuilding a bunch of basic rhythms and laying groundwork for this — the post/newsletter you’re reading right now.

    Set up the basic rhythm and templates for my personal site, goals, and life-after-coursework. (Case in point: the template behind this post!)

    The personal site and newsletter are new things, and with new things there are systems to build and use, then teething issues to iron out. This all takes time, and while the current functions don’t require any serious HTML/CSS knowledge (right now it’s all prefabs and text, with some very basic exceptions), it’s all development.

    So: as you’ll be able to see on the homepage, I’ve started posting regularly. As regularly as I can manage, about as many different types of things as I can manage while also working on things privately. It’s easier than I thought, but right now the media side is also very games-heavy (as compared to, say, films & TV or books). If the site’s going to fulfil its intended function (ie. regular updates), then this is where I post things first, with a few possible exceptions.

    I’ve set up a spreadsheet for my creative slate. It needs tweaks, but I’ve successfully got it to automatically sort and output the Top 6 (the actual slate, excluding the backlog), then appropriately tag it with the HTML to generate a table. That means I can copy-paste it from the original sheet into this newsletter in seconds, not have to spend half an hour individually putting cell data between <code><td>\ tags.

    What’s not done?

    I still need to actually use the work I’ve done on the creative slate spreadsheet, and it’s guaranteed I’ll need to make tweaks and adjustments to the format to make it all slick. The same applies to the format of this newsletter.

    I need to set up a similar spreadsheet to manage my contacts. This one is not for the site. No, my phone address book is not adequate — I need something that lays out how long it’s been since I last spoke to who.

    I’ll need to add a bunch of samples, portfolio items and older works to the site, as well as improving how I present them. One of my site’s intended functions is to serve as a digital business card for my creative work, and that means it has a bunch of fronts to cover. That one’s the long game.

    Take some stuff off the creative slate to make room for more

    This one’s better-covered in the next section, but after making the initial table I did, in fact, finish an outstanding project to make room on my slate. I would have liked to finish two, but life comes at you fast. Even one is still a win.

    CREATIVE SLATE

    Previously:

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    Project Ownership Type Synopsis Next
    The Simpsons, 'The Nuclear Family' Matt Groenig & 20th Century FOX Spec When Lisa is wowed by an environmentally-friendly house, Homer tries to impress her with a portable nuclear generator. Finish first draft
    Wake Sophie Spillane, Jamie Baxter, William Riordan, Mike Gorrie Audio Alex brings her girlfriend to her mother's funeral, but she hasn't come out to her dysfunctional family. Third & final edit pass, marketing materials, distribution plan
    N-Convenience, S1E06, 'This Message Finds You' Jamie Baxter, Mike Gorrie, Nicholas Pergadis, Bianca Pritchard, William Riordan Episode Cat is anxious about taking PTO to attend her cousin's wedding. Manfred installs an automatic rostering system. Finish Act 3, 4, 5
    You Can't Let Go Mike Gorrie Feature A young man in a time-loop saves his friends from a climbing accident. This fixes the time-loop, but he soon finds himself in another time-loop ... then another. Complete first draft, then present at script read
    No Words Mike Gorrie Short An over-stretched couple must reconcile their differing ideas of how to use a "free weekend". Storyboard & test shoots
    Milking The Man, S1E01, 'Deep Cowpat Agent' Mike Gorrie Pilot A burned-out ASIO agent returns to his family's farm, where he must sabotage the cows' attempts to unionise by posing as one of them. Mark plot beats & scenes for revision, develop pitch materials

    At the start of the Christmas season, I had a pile of potential projects on my plate. Most of them were unfinished scripts from the Adv. Dip, ones for which all the outlines and scene breakdowns were written and the final assignment was to submit a pagecount, regardless of whether that was a complete episode or film. I now have two years’ worth of those. I don’t intend to finish all of them, but I had a few favourites.

    I also have a pile of other projects at varying stages between “half done” and “basically just a concept that I can’t seem to let go of”. They’re on a spectrum from “goofy little short film” to “4-season epic” or “series of novels”. It won’t ever be possible to see all of them through to fruition, but “which one to explore next” is always in question. I’m doing my best to keep the slate small and the goals achievable, usually to within 6-12 weeks of work.

    Usually the idea will be to move a project to the “next stage” (ie. complete a first draft, or other achievable step), not “finish the project” (ie. write, produce, and release the film).

    At the top of the initial slate was a mostly-completed Spec script from the first year of my screenwriting course, a goofy little Simpsons story in which I wanted to invert some classic Simpsons tropes (such as “Homer saves the plant from a nuclear meltdown”) while staying true to the ethos of the The Simpsons we knew in the 90s. I’d revised the outline and the scene breakdown multiple times before even putting down a word of dialogue, and after all that I’d put down about 30 pages of a script that promised to be about 40 pages. It’s a little long for an episode, to be sure, but a first draft should be — it’s always better to have a little too much material (and cut it down) than the reverse.

    Now that I’ve finished that draft, writing a second draft is a possibility, but not a high priority — the exercise is done. On to other projects!

    ##The new state of my creative slate is shown here:

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    Project Ownership Type Synopsis Next
    Home in Nautilus Bay Michelle Doherty Game Grow your farming business in an idyllic, almost TV-esque beachside community. Learn Inky & write basic character dialogue; learn FMOD and make basic Autumn track
    Wake Sophie Spillane, Jamie Baxter, William Riordan, Mike Gorrie Audio Alex brings her girlfriend to her mother's funeral, but she hasn't come out to her dysfunctional family. Third & final edit pass, marketing materials, distribution plan
    N-Convenience, S1E06, 'This Message Finds You' Jamie Baxter, Mike Gorrie, Nicholas Pergadis, Bianca Pritchard, William Riordan Episode Cat is anxious about taking PTO to attend her cousin's wedding. Manfred installs an automatic rostering system. Finish Act 3, 4, 5
    You Can't Let Go Mike Gorrie Feature A young man in a time-loop saves his friends from a climbing accident. This fixes the time-loop, but he soon finds himself in another time-loop ... then another. Complete first draft, then present at script read
    No Words Mike Gorrie Short An over-stretched couple must reconcile their differing ideas of how to use a "free weekend". Storyboard & test shoots
    Milking The Man, S1E01, 'Deep Cowpat Agent' Mike Gorrie Pilot A burned-out ASIO agent returns to his family's farm, where he must sabotage the cows' attempts to unionise by posing as one of them. Mark plot beats & scenes for revision, develop pitch materials

    Home In Nautilus Bay skips straight out of the backlog to the top of the list, insofar as the order matters (it doesn’t, in the scheme of things — the idea here is that the slate moves in parallel, even if it’s at different speeds). This is a friend’s project, and represents a huge learning opportunity in both the interactive writing and soundtrack design space.

    NEXT STEPS:

    The next 4-12 weeks, I have two priorities at the top of the creative slate. It’d be nice to get to more than that, but let’s start with what we know is manageable.

    • Polish off Wake with a third editing pass, enabling us to set it up with a public release date.
      • This involves:
        • Adding an intro and outro (title, credits, etc.)
        • Revising and improving the musical score
        • Revision of sound effects
        • Lots of minor adjustments to timing and volume
    • Create test dialogues and music for Home In Nautilus Bay
      • This involves:
        • Creating an original, suitable Autumn Theme that can then be layered for context-response
        • Writing basic dialogue events for key characters, mainly for the purpose of exploring what’s possible for the characters in the context of basic functionality
        • Learning (and re-learning) the basic functionality of both FMOD and Inkle, and how to align the above with their context-response functions in full context

    This doesn’t sound like a ton of work, but any of these pieces could easily balloon out and become much bigger than its surface. I’m making an effort here to avoid over-committing to a tight deadline, even though my aim is to accomplish these tasks before March.

    CALENDAR

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    Event Date Type Description Done?
    22 Dec 2025 IRL Begin housesit Done
    13 Jan 2026 IRL End housesit Done
    29 Jan 2026 IRL Start back at internship Done
    01 Feb 2026 Target Automated newsletter begins Done
    02 Feb 2026 IRL Start choir rehearsals Upcoming
    06 Feb 2026 Target Centrelink obligations resume; jobhunting has to begin in earnest Upcoming
    14 Feb 2026 IRL Audition for 2nd choir Upcoming
    28 Feb 2026 IRL [REDACTED] Upcoming
    01 Mar 2026 Target Next newsletter Upcoming

    I may or may not be posting this a little too late for the automated February 1st newsletter. That’s okay. We’ll get ‘em next time; I want to fit in these reports at the start and end, where possible, but I’ll most likely have to tweak this a few times (should this appear at the beginning of the automated emails, but be a month out of date? Should it appear at the end, buried under a bunch of other posts? Both? Should it even be the same every time?)

    After a loosey-goosey Christmas and January, I’ve started back at my internship this week. The general idea is I’ll be doing about 16 hours / 2 full work days a week, treating it like a part-time job and using it as an opportunity to build on my education as a screenwriter (and beyond). I probably won’t be reporting on the contents of that work here, for reasons that ought to be immediately obvious.

    Starting in February, I’ll be joining one or two local choirs that will rehearse Monday and Tuesday nights, respectively.

    I’m keeping the livestreaming schedule pretty loosey-goosey while all the IRL stuff starts coming into view — it’d be a little goofy to set out a bunch of commitments only to find I can’t reasonably hold to them.

    That said, a few loose plans are taking shape for the month: I find running co-working seshes keeps me productive and focussed for most types of desk work, especially admin and writing (anything that involves sound, like music or editing, gets dicey). I’ve also got a shortlist of games that I’m keen to do playthroughs of live for chat, including Hollow Knight and Hades II. And some tentative plans for co-streams with a couple of streaming pals and their communities of comparable size.

    I’m also looking into the possibilities (and problems) associated with multistreaming to TikTok and maybe Streamplace, as well as “merging” my two brands (my Twitch identity and my Government Name, which up til now have been kept very separate). If I follow through on both of those things, it might open up the additional possibility of mirroring my livestreams on my homepage. In the meantime, I’m not sharing the link here, yet. Feel free to ask me one-on-one; otherwise it’s IYKYK.

    MEDIA

    On the main page, click the Reviews & Impressions category to get the latest on my media consumption.

    Currently reading/watching/playing:

    • 📚 Sourcery, a Discworld novel by Terry Pratchett
    • 📺🎮 Dispatch (2025, AdHoc Games)
    • 🎮 Star Wars: The Old Republic (2012, Bioware / Broadsword)

    MISC

    The most difficult parts of the next few months are going to be making time for exercise, and getting regular sleep. I say this because those are always the most difficult parts when I’m throwing myself into a new schedule, and boy are the next few months going to have a bunch of new things in the schedule.

    Personal goals:

    • Go swimming at least once per week (stretch goal: 2/week)
    • Co-working sessions at least one morning per week (stretch goal: 2/week)

    ONWARD

    What’s next?

    • February kicks off a bunch of ongoing commitments (choirs, internship, jobhunting)
    • Slate work: Experimenting with interactive media, finishing and polishing uni scripts
    • Building and refining templates for use in these newsletters
    • Doing my best to maintain regular posting, community engagement, and personal health practisesOnward to February!

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    Gamedev dressed normally: Whoo, first day of sales! 🎉
    Creepy guy with knife: We’re gonna make a fuckin' killing!
    Gamedev: Man I’m gonna need you to — I need you to dial it back.

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    Dispatch (2025, AdHoc Studio)

    🎮 Played through Episodes 2 and 3 yesterday.

    When I first played a Telltale game about 10 years ago, I was surprised and disappointed at how the game ‘plays itself’; one long cutscene with quicktime events. But then it clicked: this isn’t a game, it’s an interactive TV show, and the second I took it on those terms it became an incredible experience.

    Dispatch — a collaboration between Telltale veterans and the tabletop-improv juggernaughts at Critical Role — takes that ethos and does something even better with it. It keeps its gameplay sequences simple, but they’re also strategic, thoughtful, and filled with the life of the narrative. The character development keeps coming thick and fast throughout, and the interactivity increases the sense of stakes severalfold. Each of the shift sequences has unique parameters and gimmicks, like (pretty early in the story) the characters you send out together sabotaging each other mid-travel in order to climb the ladder — which has the added bonus of removing the sabotaged hero and their abilities from the mission’s success roll.

    In short: this is already a masterclass in the intersection between TV and gaming as storytelling formats, and I’m not even halfway into it yet. Rumour has it that they’re working on a Season 2, so it only gets better.

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    🎮 Dinocop (2025, Pieces Games)

    Dinocop promotional banner, featuring a 3D cartoon raptor in classic detective attire (a brown jacket and hat, and holding a magnifying glass).

    Dinocop (2025, Pieces Games) is a genuine banger. A wacky premise and tone, noir tropes abound, and it’s easy to go in thinking this is all just a gag before it sneaks up on you with its well-realised characters, its genuine heart, its savvy politics, and twists I never could have seen coming hidden right behind the ones I could. Excellent use of the 24-hour time cycle, and some very clear Majora’s Mask inspirations in both its systems and its content (look at how the garden gets used)!

    Some unfortunate technical fumbles that can be distracting. — Abrupt soundtrack/ambience changes — Typos in the dialogue, and sometimes other strange wording choices that are suggestive of rushed copy-editing. — What seem to be some memory management issues. This would probably be fine if I weren’t also streaming, but I had to quit and restart the game every hour or so as the frame drops started to creep in. I found that surprising, given some of the other games this machine can handle + streaming just fine.

    But, I absolutely found it worthwhile to push through those problems. I loved this game, and I can’t wait to see what the devs do next.

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    🎮 I was not expecting Bastila Shan to show up.

    Context: Early in the Jedi Consular story (Star Wars: The Old Republic), you collect a series of Jedi devices that apparently store the wisdom of past masters, each based on a theme (Science, then Wisdom, then Secrets). #SWTOR

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    Life can come at you fast, and often right when you’re trying to settle into a sustainable rhythm. I’m re-learning how to be okay with that. Part of performing is how you get the show back on the rails after you mess up. Sustainability is about what you can protect, maintain, and repeatedly rebuild.

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    Found embedded in a tree stump.

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    📷 That’s the best shot of the Aurora Australis that I’m likely to get from here.

    Life

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    Ok, internet’s fixed. Now to catch up on everything I missed.

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    Found a bull ant in my room, then another, right before bed. Got out the surface bugspray ‘just to cut off their path’. Entire flat now smells like bugspray. Opened doors and windows to get airflow, not sure how long I’ll have to wait it out. It’s now 4.20am. You win, ants. You owned me.